Wax philosophical.

You ever get that feeling that nobody is listening?
No one's listening.
I feel so helpless sometimes.
Like the world just passes me by, and there's nothing I can do about it.
One more day of summer.

I wish that I had gone on a date this summer. Maybe I didn't put myself out there enough. Or at all.

I've met great people, and I've had fun. But I'm always the minority. The gay one.

Maybe that's why I want GSA to be great. Maybe I don't want to be in the minority. But I know I will be. Even among them, I'm gonna be the gay guy who looks straight.

I guess that's good.

I think I'm gonna watch Rent tonight. I feel like crying. This was the first week that I've cried all summer, and it was so relieving.

The Penalty, or The Price
But still, in the back of my mind,
I hate being so kind.
I will not give in,
but I can't help feeling pinned.