Sunday, May 27, 2007

What makes a leader? Pt. 4

Courage. A leader must have courage.

That's not to say that a leader can't be scared. I'm scared. But I need to have the courage to face my fears. Fuck fuck fuck, though.

Why is it so fucking hard to be brave? Why is it so hard to overstep the fear, and do it!? I still haven't apoligised. And I guess I need to. But goddamit, it's so hard. If I am going to do it, I need to do it in person and as soon as possible.

And this thing tomorrow. What if my worst fear happens? I need Yma with me there tomorrow.

I just thought about what Hannah said at graduation today. If we are satisfied with who we are, and don't strive to be more, then we're not living at all. We need to strive forward and become better people. Become leaders.

This will make me a better person in the end. I just wish it wasn't so hard.

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