The human is weird.

My whole body is mentally cringing at the thought of going to work tonight.

It's not that I'm still tired, the nine hours of sleep I got last night fixed that. I just don't want to get that tired again. I'm scared. It's completely mental, my brain doesn't like pain. I'm a painaphobe. Speaking of mental things:

I like guys. It's weird. Here's an experiment. Look at a girl. How do you feel? Look at a guy. How do you feel? When I look at a girl I feel nothing. But guys? It doesn't matter who they are, I automatically judge them. Am I attracted to them? Are they attractive? Cute? Hot? Sexy? Handsome? Four categories that are very important.
But here's the thing. I'm not supposed to be attracted to guys. I know! Crazy, right? Men are supposed to like Women. Basic Biology.

Maybe the fact that I almost puked this morning is making me weird. I've never puked from sheer anxiety before. I'm sure that it builds character though.

P.S. I don't feel any better.