You're right Faraz.

I just need too rebound from this slump. I just need to find my own Ryan, someone I can just make out with, and mess around with, and be cool with that. I need to start dating. Seriously. It's vitally important to my mental and emotional health that I start dating soon. But how? How the fuck can I find guys to date? The internet? Hah! Yeah right. But maybe that is how I can find guys. Damn.

Just for the record, this beautiful day turned into a hot shine-down.