I never said.

Texas State was good. The drive wasn't bad, only two and a half hours. I like the campus, but it's very hilly. Oh my god, is it ever hilly. I freaked out at lunch, because the theatre major has a core of complete theatre classes, which is bad. For me that is, because I only have one theatre course right now, so I'd be very behind. After reading some brochures and flipping through the course catalog, I decided to change my major to Philosophy with a minor in Theatre. My plan is to go on and get my Doctorate in Philosophy so I can teach it in colleges, which sounds so boring. But anyway, it should allow me to do whatever I want. Right? Does that make sense? I'd like to be able to write dramatic and philosophical plays that make people think. I want to be the next Brecht. Anyway, I can always fall back on my Theatre minor. Hah.

I feel like the Philosophy is the best thing I can take that will prepare me for the upcoming events. In regard to 2021, that is. If or when this world ends. I always get this feeling. This feeling that the changing of the worlds will be an important event for me. Not just me, of course, it will be important for everyone. But, maybe I feel like I am going to play a part in it. Maybe that's just my big ol' imagination. Damn you, imagination. You always raise my hopes.

College, this time fo' real.

So there's a big chance that I will be attending Texas State - San Marcos in the Fall of 2008. I am super excited. They have a great theatre department, one of the best in the state. Laura Lane, otherwise know as 'C.C. Babcock' from T.V.'s The Nanny is a full time lecturer there, which is really exciting. Daniel and I would be getting our own two-room suite, which is very exciting. The whole prospect is just exciting. I'm excited. And I haven't been this excited in a long time.

Daniel, my mom, and I are going there for Bobcat day, which is basically an "opportunity to experience Texas State and get a glimpse into the life of a Bobcat." Yeah. There's only one thing holding me back, but honestly. I'm slightly scared of Tyler. Which I know is ridiculous, but. But. But I don't know. There's no real reason to be scared of him. That whole thing was two years ago. I'm sure he's gotten over it, since he's a fully functioning homosexual now.

Anyway, the whole thing is scary and exciting and stomach-turning all at the same time. Which can be a good thing.