A steady path to fulfillment.

"November 24-26:
a steady path to fulfillment

The noisy Gemini Full Moon, wild Uranus turning direct, and a hazy Mercury-Neptune square on November 24 make for a very complex day. Resist the impuls to leap into action, which can put you in an even more perilous position. You radiate confidence and increase your likelihood of success with a surefooted approach rahter than a leap into the unknown. Breathe deeply to gather yourself, because precise aim is required to hit your target. A forgiving trine between Venus and Neptune on November 26 brings joy with little effort on your part. Life can be sweet, even without a lover or a bankroll, as pleasure unfolds for you naturally now."

I am on a steady path to fulfillment.

Let's discuss.

Robert told me on Friday that I was supposed to come into work at 5:45 PM Saturday. I come, and I'm not scheduled until 8 o'clock. So I head to Barnes and Noble. I read a New X-Men comic, and then skimmed through a book about 2012. I learned that in 2008 there is supposed to be a socioeconomic failure. Or something of that kin.
Work was great. The first two days I worked I would leave with a sense of dissatisfaction. I wasn't learning fast enough. But today I jumped right in. I even got to wear the spare apron, although I had to return it when we closed. I cleaned and restocked, than took a ten minute break as Jennifer told me to. After my ten, she taught me how to put orders into the register, and I took peoples money when they bought drinks. Apparently I did well, and I didn't feel bad about it at all. Of course, Claudia watched over me, and helped alot. I washed dishes. I like it. Heinlein's character in "Job" likes to wash dishes too, and it made me think of him. Great book. I did that until close, whereupon we stacked chairs outside and smoked. Then I cleaned the lobby[STOP MOVING CHAIRS AROUND], and mopped. I like mopping too. I mopped the back room, than sat down with my black ice tea and two doughnuts while we waited for Claudia's ride. They're all funny, and we like each other.

Anyway, it was really great. Thank goodness I get to sleep in tomorrow. Yay.

It's not that I'm still grounded.

I'm just trying to be good.

Friday I talked to my parents, and while they were still upset they gave in to my pestering and let me go. The party was definitely worth it.

I didn't want to be a bad kid yesterday, so I stayed in. All day. I wanted to kill myself, I was so bored. No, that's way too exaggerated. I didn't want to kill myself, I was just really bored. I tried to read the plays I checked out, I tried to play games, nothing. Although I started to read Steel Magnolias before I went to bed, it looks good.

Anyway, I think I have to work today, which sucks. I'm just tired and blah. I had a dream about work. My work consisted of collecting leaves in a bag, weighing them, and throwing them into a bigger pile of bags. Amanda Chow and others worked there as well, although I don't know how they managed the drive from College Station. Oddly enough, a certain John that gave me mean looks in 12th grade worked there too. We carpooled together, and I couldn't help but think of him in a certain way. I wonder what he's doing now? He couldn't of have graduated highschool, he skipped every day of first period. No, literally every day.

I should go. I really need to clean my car soon.